AN ANTHOLOGY OF THOUGHT & EMOTION... Un'antologia di pensieri & emozioni
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Friday 31 August 2018

Have a nice futile day!

The Myth of Sisyphus
When you think about it, human existence is utterly futile.

Quote (from a futile website):
I often find it humorous how people say that suicide is permanent solution to "temporary problem" when life itself is merely temporary. Everything you do, every objective you attempt to accomplish, absolutely everything you do in life will mean nothing when you die. This is the joke of life. You spend your entire life setting all of these arbitrary goals and objectives to achieve, and yet it means nothing. Most humans simply survive to survive, which is meaningless in itself. Why do you survive to survive? What is the point of simply continuing to exist for the sake of the continuation of existence when you are simply going to perish anyway?

Most humans do not think about these things, because it leads them to be depressed. They would rather go on living in their elaborate delusions that they're life actually means something, then face the crippling reality that everything, and I mean everything, you do is utterly pointless. You will die. You will be forgotten. In a hundred, or even a thousand years of time, there will likely not even be a trace that you ever existed.

Furthermore, there is no God. "God" is a copout people use because they don't want to face the inherent futility of the human existential condition. They reason that even if they can't find the reason behind existence, there is some mystical being that truly knows the reason, and that can endow the universe with some supernaturally ascribed purpose. This is pure delusion. There is no evidence of any supernatural purpose. People cling to this because they simply do not want to face the harsh reality of the inherent futility and absurdity of the human condition.

So, in conclusion, there is no meaning to existence, everything you do is a mere exercise in futility, life is utterly pointless, there is no God, and in a thousand years time you will be completely forgotten and all of your attempts to achieve anything will be erased. Have a nice day.

Sisyphus futile labour

Sunday 26 August 2018

THE ABSURDITY OF LIFE

Absurdity, God and the sad chimps we are
Extracted from an article by James DuBois, who wonders whether meaning can be found in the face of the apparent absurdity of life...

Life, literature and logic are full of absurdities of various kinds. Some people discuss square circles and circular squares. These are indeed absurdities, yet they are conceptual absurdities – the sorts of things that cannot exist. I am more interested in what might be called moral absurdities – things, events and states of affairs that should not exist but do. These are the sorts of absurdities which deeply concerned French existentialists like Camus and Sartre, and also their Russian literary predecessors, Dostoevsky and Tolstoy. Consider some examples from life and literature.

Beethoven went deaf. He never heard the applause to his 9th Symphony. He only ever heard the Symphony in his imagination.

At the age of 58, after living the dedicated bachelor life of an Oxford Don, C.S. Lewis married an American woman in a civil court, simply to obtain a visa for her. By all accounts, they fell madly in love. But she died shortly thereafter, and in A Grief Observed, he questioned whether he truly believed what he had written earlier on God and human suffering.

While defending a Christian view of sexuality, Lewis noted that sexual desire, which is so intimately tied to love and to the generation of life, often takes on qualitative and quantitative characteristics that are not only inexplicable in terms of those purposes, but are actually contrary to them. On the quantitative side, Lewis observed, “if a healthy young man indulged his sexual appetite whenever he felt inclined… in ten years he might easily populate a small village.” Needless to say, no young man could adequately care for so many offspring, not to mention the many mothers of his children. On the qualitative side, Lewis, reminded his readers of the popularity of strip clubs before presenting an analogy:
“Now suppose you came to a country where you could fill a theatre by simply bringing a covered plate on to the stage and then slowly lifting the cover so as to let every one see, just before the lights went out, that it contained a mutton chop… would you not think that in that country something had gone wrong with the appetite for food?”
Viktor Frankl, a Viennese Jew, prayed in the Catholic cathedral in Vienna for guidance in deciding whether to leave his parents and take his new bride to the US to escape the Nazis. His prayer was answered when his father presented him with a piece of the Decalogue taken from the synagogue he had helped to dismantle earlier that day in order to avoid its desecration. It read: ‘Honor your mother and father’. Frankl accordingly chose to stay in Vienna in the hope of protecting his parents. He was a physician, and physicians were often shown more consideration than the average citizen. His wife and both parents were gassed soon after. Frankl nevertheless believed God spoke to him on that fateful day, and that he followed an individual duty – a real duty, although it could not be generalized to others.

Dostoyevsky’s character Ivan in The Brothers Karamazov maintained a collection of newspaper clippings reporting instances of human cruelty. He described a group who “burn, kill, violate women and children, nail their prisoners’ ears to fences and leave them like that till next morning when they hang them, and so on – it’s impossible to imagine it all.” He continues:
“And, indeed, people sometimes speak of man’s ‘bestial’ cruelty, but this is very unfair and insulting to the beasts: a beast can never be so cruel as a man, so ingeniously, so artistically cruel. A tiger merely gnaws and tears to pieces, that’s all he knows. It would never occur to him to nail men’s ears to a fence and leave them like that overnight, even if he were able to do it.”
We probably notice moral absurdities more readily when the thing that should not exist is bad, but there are cases when the thing is good. Helen Keller – a human being who could not see, hear or speak – managed to communicate effectively. But it is absurd that what she eventually communicated was not bitterness or resentment about her situation, but a deeply moving message for humanity.

Good children have been conceived by rape. In one real moral sense, they should not exist. Many more good children have been conceived under the influence of intoxicants; they could easily have not existed. All of us could easily have not existed, and we all could stop existing at any moment. There is an absurdity about this. We will return to this theme of radical contingency.

Being of French descent, it may be somewhat natural for me to be obsessed with sex, death, absurdity and brandy. But my fascination with absurdity goes beyond what is natural, even in a Frenchman. It takes on new depths and complexity as it interacts with my deep-seated convictions that God exists and that life is ultimately meaningful. A growing number of psychologists say that such convictions are healthy. A sense of coherence and a sense of purpose may contribute to hardiness and well-being. But is this sense not also pathological, perhaps even absurd, in the face of the absurdities of this world?

Absurdity, Contingency, and Meaning

As one meaning of the word ‘contingency’ the Oxford American Dictionary offers: “the fact of being so without having to be so.” The theme of contingency lies at the heart of existentialist literature. For instance, In The Stranger, Camus’ character Meursault reflects on his death sentence as he sits in his cell:
“For really, when one came to think of it, there was a disproportion between the judgment on which it was based and the unalterable sequence of events starting from the moment when that judgment was delivered. The fact that the verdict was read out at eight P.M. rather than at five, the fact that it might have been quite different, that it was given by men who change their underclothes, and was credited to so vague an entity as the ‘French people’ – for that matter, why not to the Chinese or the German people? – all these facts seemed to deprive the court’s decision of much of its gravity. Yet I could but recognize that, from the moment the verdict was given, its effects became as cogent, as tangible, as, for example, this wall against which I was lying, pressing my back to it.”
Tolstoy’s Ivan Ilych in The Death of IvanIlych was tortured by the same shocking contingency of death. “A caecum! A kidney!” he exclaimed to himself. “It’s not a question of a caecum or a kidney, but of life and… death.” After falling and hitting his side while hanging draperies, Ivan Ilych found himself dying from the failure of an organ he could not even distinctly imagine. After receiving his diagnosis, he reenters the drawing room that he furnished. “Can it be true that here, on this drapery, as at the storming of a bastion, I lost my life? How awful and how stupid! It just can’t be! It can’t be, yet it is.”

All contingency seems odd when tied to events and things that are momentous. We may say of every instance of human life, death, or love – the weightiest things in this world, things that may mean absolutely everything to the people involved – that they could easily not have happened. They appear inappropriately dependent on chance. We may call some employees ‘indispensable’, yet human experience teaches us that everyone is in fact dispensable, and will be dispensed with.

Repeatedly in life and literature we find incongruities between the value of a being and the kind of existence it possesses. A love ought to last forever. A human life should not depend on a glass of wine, or the choice between boxers and briefs. Every death is absurd, as is every human love, conception, and birth.

The Problem of Moral Absurdity for Theism

Perceiving absurdity presupposes that we grasp the meaning of (at least) two ideas, and a contradiction between them. The absurdity requires the contradiction. This contradiction may be logical (p=~p), ontological (eg, a square circle), psychological (eg, when one experiences ‘cognitive dissonance’), or moral. But absurdity requires more than a contradiction: it requires a contradiction in the absence of an adequate explanation. Absurdities are not merely Gestalt drawings in which incongruous perceptions are easily reconciled once one investigates a bit. In absurdity the incongruities endure.

Free will can explain many divergences between what ought to be and what is. It is so often the explanation that theists offer for evil in the world. Certainly true love, authenticity and responsibility cannot exist without freedom. Yet freedom brings with it the power to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, and the power to nail men’s ears to a fence. But still, several problems remain for theists.

First, we so often find that one is not morally blameworthy for life’s misfortunes. Volcanoes erupt; small children accidentally fall from windows; people are born with genetic variations that hamper development and cause early death. Camus died in a car accident at the age of 46, with an unused train ticket in his coat pocket. His publisher had convinced him to travel with him in his new car instead. Surely no morally blameworthy choice immediately lies behind such events (though some do say the Fall disordered nature, manifesting evil through nature).

Second, the very existence of evil is an absurdity within a theistic system. This point is most frequently made with the argument from evil, made famous by Hume: if God is all-good and all-powerful, and the Creator of all that is, then evil should not exist. However, evil does exist. Hence God must not.

Dostoevsky’s literary formulation is even more compelling, as it gives moral force to the logic of the argument:
“Answer me: Imagine that it is you yourself who are erecting the edifice of human destiny with the aim of making men happy in the end, of giving them peace and contentment at last, but that to do that it is absolutely necessary, and indeed quite inevitable, to torture to death only one tiny creature, the little girl who beat her breast with her little fist, and to found the edifice on her unavenged tears – would you consent to be the architect on those conditions? Tell me and do not lie!” (Brothers Karamazov)
Surely God is not a utilitarian, a bedfellow with Peter Singer? Surely to God the end cannot justify the means? All major religions recognize at least a few moral absolutes. But God’s universe seems to recognize none.

Lest readers think I wish to blaspheme, I will fall back on the safety of the Biblical story of Job. After being informed that all of his children had been killed, and that he had lost all of his livestock, Job tore his clothes and declared, “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart. The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away; may the name of the LORD be praised.” (Job 1:20.) Job chose not to question God’s ways – chose not to assume he could intuit a comforting reason behind events – but he did not flinch from describing events as he saw them. In the ninth chapter he states, “It is all the same; that is why I say, ‘He destroys both the blameless and the wicked.’” (Job 9:22.) He blessed God – but he did not assume that God is just in any human, understandable sense of justice.

Religious appeals to some underlying explanation of evil in the world, either as a consequence of the Fall (Genesis 3) or as part of a mysterious process of creation of some good we cannot yet understand, may provide a faith-dependent explanation of why the world is absurd, but this cannot remove the fact of absurdity, the incongruity that exists in individual instances of evil. These appear gratuitous when we know others who have been spared this particular tragedy or when the tragedy appears so happenstance.

Third, the problem of absurdity is not just one form of the problem of evil, one variation on a popular argument for atheism which might be countered by arguments for God’s existence. Absurdity actually presents one of the strongest critiques of the so-called ‘ontological proof’ for God’s existence posited by St Anselm (c1033 – 1109 AD). Anselm offered the following argument: We can conceive of “a being than which none greater can be conceived.” This being can be called ‘God’. Now, whatever is conceived exists in the understanding (including God). But to exist in reality is greater than to exist merely in the understanding. Thus, God, the being greater than which none may be conceived, must exist in reality also.

Anselm’s argument, however, does not depend simply on logic and various modalities of existence; it is a value-laden argument with the concept of ‘greater than’ at its core. Yet we have already seen that the world does not always conform to our value judgments. Sometimes, things that should exist do not, and things that should not exist do.

God as the Perceptual Background to Absurdity

Absurdity is not the same as nonsense. Husserl, the German phenomenologist, observed that there is a significant difference between a meaningless heap of words such as ‘but round or’ (nonsense) and phrases like ‘a round square’ (absurdity). Nonsense does not presuppose meaning, while absurdity does. But just as conceptual absurdity requires verbal meaning or ‘semantic sense’, so moral absurdity requires a background of existential meaning: the values of life must ‘make sense’ for moral absurdity to occur. This is why Meursault’s world in The Stranger was precisely not an absurd world. Meursault does not mourn the death of his mother. When his girlfriend Marie proposes, he consents, although he confesses he does not love her. When she protests that marriage is a serious matter, he simply denies that it is. He denies being disgusted by an abusive man’s behavior. He kills a man and feels no remorse. Toward the conclusion of the book, as Meursault sits in his cell awaiting his execution, we see the conviction that underlies Meursault’s worldview: “I laid my heart open to the benign indifference of the universe. To feel it so like myself, indeed, so brotherly, made me realize that I’d been happy, and that I was happy still.”

Meursault does indeed appear as ‘the stranger’, as one who lives outside our world, as one unfamiliar to us. His world cannot be absurd because he denies the very values that give rise to our perception of absurdity. But why does he deny them? Precisely as an alternative to embracing our deeply unsettling, absurd world of values – especially the values of life and love:
“What difference could they make to me, the deaths of others, or a mother’s love, or his God; or the way a man decides to live, the fate he thinks he chooses, since one and the same fate was bound to ‘choose’ not only me but thousands of millions of privileged people…?”
This ‘sour grapes’ phenomenon is precisely what German phenomenologist Max Scheler referred to when he asserted that resentment leads to a falsification of values. Camus’ Meursault resolves the tension between the traits that life and love should possess (necessity and eternity) and what they do possess (contingency and finitude) by denying that there is anything special about life or love. Once the events of life are no longer set against the scenery of this contrasting background, the perception of absurdity disappears.

Seen in this light, either the apparent values of life and love are merely illusory, or else God is the only being that is not absurd. Only God’s existence and love are necessary and eternal.

Perhaps these reflections therefore provide us with a definition of God. God is the background against which we perceive absurdity: God is the absolute meaning that makes absurdity possible. Just as we could not perceive a figure except against a contrasting background, so too we cannot grasp the absurdity of contingency and finality except through contrast with the eternal divine. Thus absurdity at once poses the greatest challenge to belief in God, while at the same time we cannot perceive absurdity except through contrast with a concept of God.

What are we left with? Is belief in God and the ultimate meaningfulness of life and love actually pathological or irrational? After recounting his experiences in the Nazi concentration camps in Man’s Search for Meaning, Frankl asks whether a chimpanzee that was being injected repeatedly in an effort to develop a vaccine would be able to grasp the meaning of its suffering. Similarly, he asks whether it is possible that there is another dimension, a world beyond our current understanding in which human suffering might find an ultimate explanation. In a later book, Man’s Search for Ultimate Meaning, Frankl acknowledges that “it is not possible to find out intellectually whether everything is ultimately meaningless or whether there is ultimate meaning behind everything… where knowledge gives up, the torch is passed on to faith.” Frankl clearly chose to believe both in an ultimate being and in an ultimate meaning to life, despite having more reasons to doubt than you or I could imagine.

We humans dislike dissonance. We are made uncomfortable by conflicts among our beliefs and perceptions. As the cognitive psychologist Leon Festinger observed, we often unconsciously tend to restore harmony even when it requires us to go to great lengths, telling ourselves elaborate stories if necessary. Surely no intellectual can be satisfied with unjustified faith when its only role is to restore harmony among our beliefs and perceptions. However, if forced to choose between the sour grapes approach embraced by Meursault, which dishonestly denies the value of life and love, or the leap of faith Frankl made with his eyes wide open (even in the face of the Holocaust), I too will leap.
Prof. James M. DuBois

James DuBois is the Hubert Mäder Professor of Health Care Ethics at Saint Louis University in St. Louis, Missouri.

Tuesday 21 August 2018

FUGITIVE PIECES

Wisteria in bloom
When it came out in 1996, I read it and was overwhelmed. Since then, I have often taken the book in my hands again, and felt its power returning afresh in my heart...

Searing the mind with stunning images while seducing with radiant prose, this brilliant first novel by poetess Anne Michaels is a story of damaged lives and the indestructibility of the human spirit. It speaks about loss, about the urgency, pain and ultimate healing power of memory, and about the redemptive power of love. Its characters come to understand the implacability of the natural world, the impartial perfection of science, the heartbreak of history. The narrative is permeated with insights about language itself, its power to distort and destroy meaning, and to restore it again to those with stalwart hearts.

"Never again will a single story be told as if it were the only one." This line, from G. by John Berger, was used by Michael Ondaatje as the epigraph for In the Skin of a Lion. It is also there like a watermark, touching every page of Anne Michaels's novel.

Her central character is Jakob Beer, a Jew, through the prism of whose life are refracted the deaths of six million others. To say that Fugitive Pieces is about the Holocaust threatens to diminish it, however. For just as Beer's life provides the entry point for writing about the Holocaust, so the Holocaust is the entry to a meditation on time, history and memory. And not just human time, human memory, but geological time and rock memories: "witness the astonishing fidelity of minerals magnetized, even after hundreds of millions of years, pointing to the magnetic pole, minerals that have never forgotten magma whose cooling has left them forever desirous. We long for place; but place itself longs."
Original cover of the UK edition 1997
In pages, this is not a vast book; but all except a handful of contemporary novels are dwarfed by its reach, its compassion, its wisdom. Beer, a poet, is born in Poland in 1933. He dies with his wife in an accident 60 years later. Two-thirds of the book are made up of his notebooks; the last third is narrated by one of his students who travels to Greece in search of them. The student is the son of survivors; Beer himself was the only member of his family to have escaped the Nazis.

When the book begins, in 1941, he is hiding in the mud of the Iron Age village of Biskupin. Athos, an archaeologist and polymath, finds Jakob and takes him back to the Greek island where he lives. The boy's safety – and his protector's – is constantly threatened (Greece is occupied) but in the tranquillity of Zakynthos Jakob starts to acquire from Athos the hoard of folk-lore and knowledge – about plants, rocks, tides, land formations – which will combine with the memory of his vanished family to shape his life and work.

After the war Athos and Jakob emigrate to Canada. Jakob learns English and in this new language – "an alphabet without memory" – finds the faith in words that leads him to tell the stories that have made him what he is.

To present Michaels's novel in summary is to distort it terribly. Any number of metaphors will do to suggest its intricate structure. It is a jigsaw which fits together precisely because so many pieces are missing. It accretes like strata of rock which are then brought into adjacency by fractures and faults. It works like limestone, "that crushed reef of memory": the material that shows how time buckles and meets itself "in pleats and folds".

The ingredients of most novels are poured into a predetermined mould. Reading Fugitive Pieces, however, an unprecedented imaginative creation takes shape before your eyes. Beer thinks of history as "the gradual instant" and that is how the reader becomes aware of how special this book is – gradually, instantly.

Michaels was born in Canada in 1958. Before this, her first novel, she published two books of poetry, and one is aware of that obsessive verbal heightening – "Draping slugs splash like tar across the ferns; black icicles of flesh" – we associate with Michael Ondaatje (who is, I suspect, Michaels's major influence after Berger himself). But while Ondaatje uses this urgent intensification for aesthetic effect, in Michaels's case it is an inherent part of her thought.

Metaphor, for Michaels, is the condition achieved by thought at the most intense concentration imaginable. Under this imaginative pressure the capacity for wonder and for rigorous thought are indistinguishable. Her writing is as idea-packed as Roberto Calasso's – minus all the flimflam – and the quality and subtlety of her thought is breathtaking.

Observing the premature birth of a baby, Beer is sure that he can see "the faint stain of a soul" for "it was not yet a self, caught in that almost transparent body". He feels immediately embarrassed by these remarks, but the woman who is to become his wife replies: "I don't know what the soul is. But I imagine that somehow our bodies surround what has always been."

I had trouble finding that passage again. Usually I mark particularly impressive passages in pencil, but all except the first 30 pages of my copy of Fugitive Pieces are blank. If I'd gone on marking, it would have become un-re-readable ‒ and this is a book to read many times. I simply can't imagine a better novel being published this year... or any year after this.

(Thanks go to Geoff Dyer for the greater part of this article)
Anne Michaels

Friday 10 August 2018

MUSIC IS THE FOOD OF LOVE

Rachel Joyce, I loved your book so very much! Thank you for a marvellous journey into the healing power of music.

The Music Shop is an unabashedly sentimental tribute to the healing power of great songs, and Joyce is hip to greatness in any key. Her novel’s catalogue stretches from Bach to the Beach Boys, from Vivaldi to the Sex Pistols. Crank up the turntable and let these pages sing.
The story’s hero is “a gentle bear of a man” named Frank who owns a run-down music shop on a back street in England. His establishment is something between an old-fashioned record store and a walk-in therapy clinic. “For the Music You Need!!!” blares a handwritten poster in the window. “Everyone Welcome!!” Inside are two listening booths made from Victorian wardrobes. Thousands of albums are arranged according to Frank’s private order, but you’ll want to file this book right between Nick Hornby’s High Fidelity and Michael Chabon’s Telegraph Avenue.
The year is 1988, and CDs are pushing vinyl into oblivion, but Frank won’t abide the antiseptic sound of those shiny little disks. “We Only Sell VINYL!” the store window makes clear. “CDs aren’t music,” Frank says. “They’re toys.” His attitude is not just aggressive nostalgia (although it is that, too), it’s a determination to hold onto a way of life, a way of engaging with objects and people. “We need lovely things we can see and hold,” he tells an incredulous CD salesman. “Yes, vinyl can be a pain. It’s not convenient. It gets scratched. But that’s the point. We are acknowledging the importance of music and beauty in our lives. You don’t get that if you’re not prepared to make an effort.”
Frank’s specialty is finding just the right song to lift your spirits, quell your anxiety or exorcise an annoying earworm. No algorithms or best-selling charts for him. “If you told Frank the kind of thing you wanted, or simply how you felt that day, he had the right track in minutes,” Joyce writes. “It was a knack he had. A gift.” For a man left at the altar on his wedding day, Frank plays Aretha Franklin’s “Oh No Not My Baby.” To the frustrated mother of a sleepless infant, Frank prescribes the Troggs’s “Wild Thing.” When a shoplifter dashes off with “Invisible Touch” by Genesis, Frank chases him down and makes him listen to “Fingal’s Cave” by Mendelssohn.
Peace restored. Humanity uplifted.
Joyce populates Frank’s store with an adorable crew of fellow misfits. There’s a gruff tattoo artist, twin undertakers, a retired priest and an earnest clerk who dreams of someday wearing a name tag. (“He had a way of talking in exclamation points, suggesting everything was a marvelous surprise.”) Together, they serve as Frank’s cautious advisers and devoted fans as he carries on his crusade to save a failing neighborhood and a vanishing musical format. “When a man has the passion to stand up for something crazy,” Joyce writes, “it makes other problems in people’s lives seem more straightforward.”
Rachel Joyce
But there’s a bass line of unhappiness running deep in Frank’s spirit. His boundless empathy, his devotion to helping everyone else allows him to ignore his own festering grief and loneliness. “Frank was very much a single man,” Joyce writes. The shop is all he needs. “It was safer to stay uninvolved.”
Given the general melody of romantic comedy, you can probably guess how this tune develops, but there’s real delight in hearing variations on a classic form.
One day a young woman faints outside Frank’s shop. She recovers quickly and darts away but not before inspiring a number of questions among Frank’s friends. She was wearing a green coat; is she a doctor? Her coat had no holes in it; is she a movie star? And what about that German accent?
Frank can barely hear them. He’s smitten: Hallelujah!
The B side follows the pauses and swells of the improbable relationship between two people who had assumed they were done with love. Both Frank and his mystery woman harbor disappointments too agonizing to face, but if vinyl can make a comeback, so can they. “Real love was a journey with many pitfalls and complications,” Joyce writes. “. . . Sometimes the place you ended up was not the one you hoped for.”
If you’ve read Joyce’s best-selling debut novel, “The Unlikely Pilgrimage of Harold Fry,” you already know her irresistible tone. There’s suffering here, too, and a searching journey, but this is a lighter book than “Harold Fry.” It’s a story that captures the sheer, transformative joy of romance — “a ballooning of happiness.” Joyce’s understated humor around these odd folks offers something like the pleasure of A.A. Milne for adults. She has a kind of sweetness that’s never saccharine, a kind of simplicity that’s never simplistic. Yes, the ending is wildly improbable and hilariously predictable, but I wouldn’t change a single note.
Rachel Joyce, if music be the food of love, write on!
Ron Charles
The Music Shop cover for audiobook in the U.S.

Thursday 9 August 2018

HERE TO HELP

I'll be here awhile – in Jerusalem – helping, teaching, operating...

A colleague once told me that a brain surgeon's life is never boring and can be profoundly rewarding, but it comes at a price. You will inevitably make mistakes, you must learn to be objective about what you see, and yet not lose your humanity in the process.

I attempt to find a balance between the necessary detachment and compassion that a surgical career requires, a balance between hope and realism. Thus, I hope my presence here will help doctors and students understand the difficulties – so often of a human rather than technical nature – that they will face in their profession.
Hadassah Medical Center - Jerusalem
Hadassah Medical Center (מרכז רפואי הדסה‬) 
Hadassah Medical Center (Heb. מרכז רפואי הדסה‬) is a medical organization established in 1934 that operates two university hospitals at Ein Kerem and Mount Scopus in Jerusalem as well as schools of medicine, dentistry, nursing, and pharmacology affiliated with the Hebrew University of Jerusalem. Its declared mission is to extend a "hand to all, without regard for race, religion or ethnic origin."

The hospital was founded by Hadassah, the Women's Zionist Organization of America, which continues to underwrite a large part of its budget today. The Medical Center ranks as the sixth-largest hospital complex in Israel. Across its two campuses, Hadassah Medical Center has a total of 1,000 beds, 31 operating theaters and nine special intensive care units, and runs five schools of medical professions.
(source: Wikipedia)
Chagall windows
Chagall's Windows
The Ein Karem campus synagogue is illuminated by stained glass windows depicting the twelve tribes of Israel, created by Marc Chagall. Chagall envisaged the synagogue as "a crown offered to the Jewish Queen," and the windows as "jewels of translucent fire. The windows were installed February 1962. At the dedication ceremony, Chagall said: "A stained glass window is a transparent partition between my heart and the heart of the world...To read the Bible is to perceive a certain light, and the window has to make this obvious through its simplicity and grace... The thoughts have nested in me for many years, since the time when my feet walked on the Holy Land, when I prepared myself to create engravings of the Bible. They strengthened me and encouraged me to bring my modest gift to the Jewish people, that people that lived here thousands of years ago.
Marc Chagall's windows in Jerusalem

Marc Chagall's windows in Jerusalem

HADASSAH - JERUSALEM MEDICAL CENTER

For nearly 100 years, Hadassah Medical Center has been a leader in medicine and nursing in Israel, laying the foundation and setting the standards for the country's modern health care system. Hadassah has developed Israel's community health services, established the first modern hospital and medical and nursing schools, and set the climate for medical research in Israel.

The majority of medical breakthroughs in Israel have taken place at Hadassah. The first successful heart transplant was performed at Hadassah – as was the first robotic surgery and the world's First Computer-Assisted Hip Replacement Surgery.

Today, Hadassah is known for instituting and implementing "The Medicine of Tomorrow" - incorporating advanced solutions with personalized treatment.

The Hadassah University Hospital-Ein Kerem
This 800-bed tertiary care hospital treats virtually every conceivable aspect of modern medicine and serves as a national referral center for complex and challenging medical cases. With over 130 departments and clinics, Hadassah Ein Kerem provides Israel's most advanced diagnostic and therapeutic services for the local and national population and a significant number of international patients.

Opened in 1961, the extensive campus of the Hadassah University Hospital-Ein Kerem has over 28 buildings, with specialty services in the Sharett Institute of Oncology, Department of Hematology and Sidney Weiser Department of Bone Marrow Transplantation and Cancer Immunobiology; the Charlotte R. Bloomberg Mother and Child Center; the Judy and Sidney Swartz Center for Emergency Medicine which houses Jerusalem's only Level 1-A Trauma Unit, and the Sarah Wetsman Davidson Hospital Tower, a 19-story inpatient facility.

Some departments, such as the Department of Neurosurgery, are the only facilities of their kind in the Jerusalem area; other specialty centers, such as the Patricia and Russell Fleischman Center for Women's Health and the Marlene Greenebaum Multidisciplinary Breast Center, the Center for Brain Diseases and the Heart Institute are unique in Israel.

The outstanding research facilities include the Hadassah Clinical Research Center, the Goldyne Savad Institute for Gene Therapy, the Human Embryonic Stem Cell Research Center, Israel's only hospital-based cyclotron, and a world class GMP laboratory.

Hadassah University Medical Center is Israel's only academic medical institution that combines teaching and training on one campus. Together with the Hebrew University, Hadassah provides outstanding education and clinical experience through its schools of medicine, nursing, dental medicine, public health and occupational therapy and enjoys a synergistic relationship in many aspects of medical research, among them Hadassah Medical Center-Hebrew University Biotechnology Park.

Hadassah University Hospital-Mt. Scopus
This 350-bed community hospital serves the heavily populated Jewish and Arab neighborhoods of northern and eastern Jerusalem, with over 30 departments and clinics.

It provides specialty services in the Guggenheim Rehabilitation Center, the Rosalie Goldberg Neonatal Intensive Care Unit, the Elie Douer Family Center for Pediatric Genetic and Chronic Diseases, Israel's only Center for Familial Dysautonomia, the Center for Neuropediatrics and Child Development, the Center for Joint Replacement and Reconstruction and the Ina and Jack Kay Hospice that provides supportive residential and home care for the terminally ill.

Opened in 1939 as the first modern medical facility in the region, it was cut off from Jerusalem during the 1948 War of Independence. In 1975, Hadassah Mt. Scopus was rededicated as the women of Hadassah devoted themselves to renovate and expand their original hospital that had been ravaged by war and neglect. In 1976, Hadassah returned to Mt. Scopus, once again opening its doors to all.

Numbers
Between them, the two hospitals have more than 1,000 beds, 31 operating theaters and nine intensive care units. There are six schools for health professionals, operated jointly with Hebrew University. The 19-story Sarah Wetsman Davidson Tower, completed in 2012 and costing $363 million, added 500 more beds and 20 operating rooms. By its own estimate, Hadassah Medical Center treats approximately one million patients a year. It employs 6,000 medical professionals and support staff, some of them part-time. According to the center’s website, there are 800 doctors in its employ. More than half – 488, to be exact – provide private treatment.
Marc Chagall's Windows, Jerusalem

Wednesday 8 August 2018

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On Not Being A Victim
Re'eh 5778
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Making a series of programmes for the BBC on morality in the twenty-first century, I felt I had to travel to Toronto to have a conversation with a man I had not met before, Canadian psychologist Jordan Peterson. Recently he has become an iconic intellectual for millions of young people, as well as a figure of caricature and abuse by others who should know better.[1] The vast popularity of his podcasts – hours long and formidably intellectual – suggests that he has been saying something that many people feel a need to hear and are not adequately hearing from other contemporary voices.

During our conversation there was a moment of searing intensity. Peterson was talking about his daughter Mikhaila. At the age of six, she was found to be suffering from severe polyarticular juvenile idiopathic arthritis. Thirty-seven of her joints were affected. During her childhood and teen years, she had to have a hip replacement, then an ankle replacement. She was in acute, incessant pain. Describing her ordeal, Peterson’s voice was wavering on the verge of tears. Then he said:
One of the things we were very careful about and talked with her a lot about was to not allow herself to regard herself as a victim. And man, she had reason to regard herself as a victim … [but] as soon as you see yourself as a victim … that breeds thoughts of anger and revenge – and that takes you to a place that's psychologically as terrible as the physiological place. And to her great credit I would say this is part of what allowed her to emerge from this because she did eventually figure out what was wrong with her, and by all appearances fix it by about 90%. It’s unstable but it’s way better because of the fact that she didn't allow herself to become existentially enraged by her condition … People have every reason to construe themselves as victims. Their lives are characterised by suffering and betrayal. Those are ineradicable experiences. [The question is] what's the right attitude to take to that – anger or rejection, resentment, hostility, murderousness? That’s the story of Cain and Abel, [and] that's not good. That leads to Hell.
As soon as I heard those words I understood what had led me to this man, because much of my life has been driven by the same search, though it came about in a different way. It happened because of the Holocaust survivors I came to know. They really were victims of one of the worst crimes against humanity in all of history. Yet they did not see themselves as victims. The survivors I knew, with almost superhuman courage, looked forward, built a new life for themselves, supported one another emotionally, and then, many years later, told their story, not for the sake of revisiting the past but for the sake of educating today’s young people on the importance of taking responsibility for a more human and humane future.

But how is this possible? How can you be a victim and yet not see yourself as a victim without being guilty of denial, or deliberate forgetfulness, or wishful thinking?

The answer is that uniquely – this is what makes us Homo sapiens – in any given situation we can look back or we can look forward. We can ask: “Why did this happen?” That involves looking back for some cause in the past. Or we can ask, “What then shall I do?” This involves looking forward, trying to work out some future destination given that this is our starting point.

There is a massive difference between the two. I can’t change the past. But I can change the future. Looking back, I see myself as an object acted on by forces largely beyond my control. Looking forward, I see myself as a subject, a choosing moral agent, deciding which path to take from here to where I want eventually to be.

Both are legitimate ways of thinking, but one leads to resentment, bitterness, rage and a desire for revenge. The other leads to challenge, courage, strength of will and self-control. That for me is what Mikhaila Peterson and the Holocaust survivors represent: the triumph of choice over fate.

Jordan Peterson came to his philosophy through his own and his father’s battles with depression and his daughter’s battle with her physical condition.  Jews came to it through the life-changing teachings of Moses, especially in the book of Deuteronomy. They are epitomised in the opening verses of our parsha.
See, I am setting before you today a blessing and a curse: the blessing, if you heed the commandments of the Lord your God that I am giving you today; and the curse, if you do not heed the commandments of the Lord your God, but stray from the way I am commanding you today … (Deut. 11:26-28)
Throughout Deuteronomy, Moses keeps saying: don’t think your future will be determined by forces outside your control. You are indeed surrounded by forces outside your control, but what matters is how you choose. Everything else will follow from that. Choose the good and good things will happen to you. Choose the bad, and eventually you will suffer. Bad choices create bad people who create bad societies, and in such societies, in the fullness of time, liberty is lost. I cannot make that choice for you.

The choice, he says again and again, is yours alone: you as an individual, second person singular, and you as a people, second person plural. The result was that remarkably, Jews did not see themselves as victims. A key figure here, centuries after Moses, was Jeremiah. Jeremiah kept warning the people that the strength of a country does not depend on the strength of its army but on the strength of its society. Is there justice? Is there compassion? Are people concerned about the welfare of others or only about their own? Is there corruption in high places?

Do religious leaders overlook the moral failings of their people, believing that all you have to do is perform the Temple rituals and all will be well: God will save us from our enemies? Jeremiah kept saying, in so many words, that God will not save us from our enemies until we save ourselves from our own lesser selves.

When disaster came – the destruction of the Temple – Jeremiah made one of the most important assertions in all history. He did not see the Babylonian conquest as the defeat of Israel and its God. He saw it as the defeat of Israel by its God. And this proved to be the salvaging of hope. God is still there, he was saying. Return to Him and He will return to you. Don’t define yourself as a victim of the Babylonians. Define yourself as a free moral agent, capable of choosing a better future.

Jews paid an enormous psychological price for seeing history the way they did. “Because of our sins we were exiled from our land,” we say repeatedly in our prayers. We refuse to define ourselves as the victims of anyone else, Egyptians, Assyrians, Babylonians, fate, the inexorability of history, original sin, unconscious drives, blind evolution, genetic determinism or the inevitable consequences of the struggle for power. We blame ourselves: “Because of our sins.”

That is a heavy burden of guilt, unbearable were it not for our faith in Divine forgiveness. But the alternative is heavier still, namely, to define ourselves as victims, asking not, “What did we do wrong?” but “Who did this to us?”

“See, I am setting before you today a blessing and a curse.” That was Moses’ insistent message in the last month of his life. There is always a choice. As Viktor Frankl said, even in Auschwitz there was one freedom they could not take away from us: the freedom to choose how to respond. Victimhood focuses us on a past we can’t change. Choice focuses us on a future we can change, liberating us from being held captive by our resentments, and summoning us to what Emmanuel Levinas called Difficile Liberte, “difficult freedom.”

There really are victims in this world, and none of us should minimise their experiences. But in most cases (admittedly, not all) the most important thing we can do is help them recover their sense of agency. This is never easy, but is essential if they are not to drown in their own learned helplessness. No one should ever blame a victim. But neither should any of us encourage a victim to stay a victim. It took immense courage for Mikhaila Peterson and the Holocaust survivors to rise above their victimhood, but what a victory they won for human freedom, dignity and responsibility.

Hence the life changing idea: Never define yourself as a victim. You cannot change your past but you can change your future. There is always a choice, and by exercising the strength to choose, we can rise above fate.

Shabbat shalom.
[1] The fact that he has been accused of being an anti-Semite makes me deeply ashamed of those who said this. There is enough real antisemitism in the world today for us to focus on the real thing, and not portray as an enemy a man who is a friend.
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Never define yourself as a victim. There is always a choice, and by exercising the strength to choose, we can rise above fate.
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